A Course In Miracles Workbook Lessons |
Lesson 65
“My only function is the one God gave me.”
The idea for today reaffirms your commitment to salvation. It also reminds you
that you have no other function than this. Both of these thoughts are obviously
necessary for a total commitment. Salvation cannot be the only purpose you hold
while you still cherish others. The full acceptance of salvation as your only
function necessarily entails two phases; the recognition of salvation as your
function, and the relinquishment of all the other goals you have invented for
yourself. This is the only way in which you can take your rightful place among
the saviors of the world. This is the only way in which you can say and mean,
“My only function is the one God gave me.” This is the only way in which you
can find peace of mind.
Today, and for a number of days to follow, set aside ten to fifteen minutes for
a more sustained practice period, in which you try to understand and accept what
today’s idea really means. It offers you escape from all your perceived
difficulties. It places the key to the door of peace, which you have closed upon
yourself, in your own hands. It gives you the answer to all the searching you
have done since time began.
Try, if possible, to undertake the daily extended practice periods at
approximately the same time each day. Try, also, to determine this time today in
advance, and then adhere to it as closely as possible.
The purpose of this is to arrange your day so that you have set apart the time
for God, as well as for all the trivial purposes and goals you will pursue. This
is part of the long range disciplinary training which your mind needs, so that
the Holy Spirit can use it consistently for the purpose He shares with you.
For this practice period, begin by reviewing the idea for today. Then close your
eyes, repeat the idea to yourself once again, and watch your mind carefully to
catch whatever thoughts cross it.
At first, make no attempt to concentrate only on thoughts related to the idea
for today. Rather, try to uncover each one that arises to interfere with it.
Note each one as it comes to you with as little involvement or concern as
possible, dismissing each one by telling yourself:
“This thought reflects a goal that is
preventing me from accepting my
only function.”
After a while, interfering thoughts will become harder to find. Try, however, to continue a minute or so longer, attempting to catch a few of the idle thoughts which escaped your attention before, but do not strain or make undue effort in doing this. Then tell yourself:
“On this clean slate, let my true function be written for me.”
You need not use these exact words, but try
to get a sense of being willing to have your illusions of purpose be replaced by
truth.
Finally, repeat the idea for today once more and devote the rest of the practice
period to trying to focus on its importance to you, the relief its acceptance
will bring you by resolving your conflicts once and for all, and the extent to
which you really want salvation in spite of your own foolish ideas to the
contrary.
In the shorter practice periods, which should be undertaken at least once an
hour, use this form in applying today’s idea:
“My only function is the one God gave
me.
I want no other and I have no other.”
Sometimes close your eyes as you practice,
and sometimes keep them open and look about you. It is what you see now that
will be totally changed when you accept today’s idea completely.