Today we are considering the will you share with God. This is not the same as
the ego's idle wishes, out of which darkness and nothingness arise. The will
you share with God has all the power of creation in it. The ego's idle wishes
are unshared, and therefore have no power at all. Its wishes are not idle in the
sense that they can make a world of illusions in which your belief can be very
strong. But they are idle indeed in terms of creation. They make nothing that is
real.
Idle wishes and grievances are partners or co-makers in picturing the world you
see. The wishes of the ego gave rise to it, and the ego's need for grievances,
which are necessary to maintain it, peoples it with figures that seem to attack
you and call for "righteous" judgement. They become the middlemen the ego
employs to traffic in grievances and stand between your awareness and your
brothers? reality. Beholding them, you do not know your brothers nor your
Self.
Your will is lost to you in this strange bartering, in which guilt is traded
back and forth, and grievances increase with each exchange. Can such a world
have been created by the will the Son of God shares with his Father? Did God
create disaster for His Son? Creation is the Will of Both together. Would God
create a world that kills Himself?
Today we will try once more to reach the world that is in accordance with your
will. The light is in it because it does not oppose the Will of God. It is not
Heaven, but the light of Heaven shines on it. Darkness has vanished; the ego's
idle wishes have been withdrawn.
Yet the light which shines upon this world reflects your will, and so it must be
in you that we will look for it. Your picture of the world can only mirror what
is within. The source of neither light nor darkness can be found without.
Grievances darken your mind, and you look out on a darkened world. Forgiveness
lifts the darkness, reasserts your will, and lets you look upon a world of
light.
We have repeatedly emphasized that the barrier of grievances is easily passed,
and cannot stand between you and your salvation. The reason is very simple. Do
you really want to be in hell? Do you really want to weep and suffer and die?
Forget the ego's arguments which seek to prove all this is really Heaven. You
know it is not so. You cannot want this for yourself. There is a point beyond
which illusions cannot go.
Suffering is not happiness, and it is happiness you really want. Such is your
will in truth. And so salvation is your will as well. You want to succeed in
what we are trying to do today. We undertake it with your blessing and your glad
accord.
We will succeed today if you remember that you will salvation for yourself. You
will to accept God's plan because you share in it. You have no will that can
really oppose it, and you do not want to do so. Salvation is for you. Above all
else you want the freedom to remember who you really are.
Today it is the ego which stands powerless before your will. Your will is free,
and nothing can prevail against it. Therefore we undertake the exercises for
today in happy confidence, certain that we will find what it is your will to
find, and remember what it is your will to remember. No idle wishes can detain
us, nor deceive us with an illusion of strength. Today let your will be done.
And end forever the insane belief that it is hell in place of Heaven that you
choose.
We will begin our longer practice periods with the recognition that God's plan
for salvation, and only His, is wholly in accord with your will. It is not the
purpose of an alien power, thrust upon you unwillingly. It is the one purpose
here on which you and your Father are in perfect accord.
You will succeed today, the time appointed for the release of the Son of God
from hell and from all idle wishes. His will is now restored to his awareness.
He is willing this very day to look upon the light in him and be saved.
After reminding yourself of this and determining to keep your will clearly in
mind, tell yourself with gentle firmness and quiet certainty:
"I will there be light. Let me behold the light that reflects God's Will and mine."
Then let your will assert itself, joined
with the power of God and united with your Self. Put the rest of the practice
period under Their guidance. Join with Them as They lead the way.
In the shorter practice periods, again make a declaration of what you really
want. Say:
"I will there be light. Darkness is not my will."
This should be repeated several times an
hour. It is most important, however, to apply today's idea in this form
immediately you are tempted to hold a grievance of any kind. This will help you
let your grievances go, instead of cherishing them and hiding them in the
darkness.
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